trigger warning: self harm. feel free to skip this post if this topic might be triggering for you, and if you need to talk to anyone, no matter what you’re going through, you can reach a crisis counselor in your area here.
broken soil / fallen leaves / and you know you want to give up / want to stay here forever / in this forest / tired bones / first jobs / late night study sessions / and you just want to fit in / just want to be perfect / and you will fit in / and you will be perfect / just trace the knife across your skin one more time / because you know you deserve it / because no one’s gonna save you from the rot spreading / throughout your mind / i think you know that / think you know that this was never meant to be permanent / so when your bones melt into the ground / what will they remember you by? / and will they even notice / the inferno in your eyes? / and if you want it / you’ve got to mean it. lose yourself to it. let the creeping ivy spread up your skin, and take you as its own.
it’s a beautiful world, isn’t it?
Hey guys! The blog has been growing a lot of late, and I just wanted to say how happy that makes me. I’m still very much in the beginning stages of this long, difficult process, but I’m so glad I started this project, and all of this just means so much to me. So thank you, to everyone, online and off, who’s gone out of their way to support me. And I can’t wait to see where this community goes in the future.
Lots of love,